Late and transposed.. oh well

Ahhh, a new year.  A time of new beginings. A time of second chances and a clean slate.  Some will appreciate this.  Some will honor this.  Sme will try anew to correct old wrongs and work out past difficulties.  People will try their hands at friendships gone bad and will let bygones be bygones.  The thought of world peace will enter all minds, and everyone will believe that world hunger can be ended....

FOR A MOMENT!

Lets be honest here folks nobody cares any more.  You can bring love back into someones life only to be thrown away.  You can give advice when someone asks only to have it ignored.  You can be supportive only to be told they don't care.  Such is life in this day and age.  I mean someone says hey it's too hard to talk to you and then bugs you a couple times about something they loaned you making it seem important.  THen you go to send it to them and it turns out that period their not home, they didn't leave any sign they were going away.  Then you call them a total of seventimes, five at home and two on the cell, after months of avoiding them; just to make sure they have the right tracking number and when they get home they bitch at you and claim thats acting crazy.

Todays world sucks.  You go out of your way to make people happy and they simply throw you away or brush you off.  No one cares about anything but themselves anymore.  Hell some people don't even care about that.  I know people who bitch and moan about not having enough time to do what they want and then throw away what time they have to go out and train for an event to raise money for a cure that is either being burned to ash in the rain forest or is being blocked by the bible thumpers anti- stem cell research group.

The one country that was free enough to say believe what you want and say what you want i being forced to cram a religion down everyone elses throat at the same time they are trying to keep from cramming it down everyones throat.  Mean while people of the caucausian ethnicity, aka MUTT, are called racist if they use any of the following terms nigger, chink, beaner, spick, wetback, etc. etc.  However anyone not white is allowed to refer to a person as honkey or cracker with out the thought of racism being applied even though it is meant in the most racist way.  I mean there are people living in the United states who walk around saying they hate it and how much they love mexico or cuba or wherever.  Several of them aren't here legally and the majority of those whoare illegally here are causing us to pay more taxes because they cram as many people into a house except welfare as possible.  The funny thing is they aren't here because they love wherever they are from, if they loved it as much as they claim they do they'd go back.  They are here because they want a free hand out. Todays society however has never heard of the word Tanstaafl.  Which translates to There Ain't No Such Thing As A Free Lunch.

Oh then theres this whole war in Iraq.  What do I have to say about that?  SEMPER FIDELOUS!  Unfortunately because of the lovey dovey liberals who have to moan anytime something intellegent comes along our boys are being killed because every bullet put into a body now comes with about a weeks worth of paper work.  Honestly I don't think they'd mind that if it was there ass except it all has to be PERFECT.  So the men who are defending the black mans right to call me a racist cracker for saying Nigga (which isn't a ad word it's a word created by rappers that means the opposite of what the other does) are being punished for shooting a wounded enemy solider who wouldn't hold still when he was told to and offered aid.  Those same people are also insulted on a regular basis because of Hurricane Katrina.  A fuck up that neither Bush OR the military had anything to do with.  No ladies and gentle man that fuck up lays completely on FEMA who told not only Bush but the entire world that they had it covered.  Did you know the national guard was ready to enter Katrina the day it hit?  No, I'll bet you didn't, you were to busy saying, where are they, wheres bush because everyone else was pointing out their absence rather then what they were doing.  And rather then support the troops over there we have a mother running around the country pulling others into her misery over the death of her son who VOLUNTEERED for the military and KNEW he might die and yet STILL went to Iraq.  He died and rather then acknowledge his heroic deed to preserve our freedoms she took advantage of those freedoms and demanded the troops coming home. If they pull out now what happens?  Democracy in Iraq fails, Iraq falls under another dictator and we are hated even more in the middle east.  Oh yes thats a wonderful plan.  Hey maybe next time the terrorists will hit the white house, mt rushmore, the statue of liberty and the golden gate bridge.  Their encore to that? Disney Land and Disney World.

Politics in todays age, how sweet it is.  Over ninety percent of the country is completely oblivious to how anything political works. Gee the president has this plan to turn welfare into something that cuts our taxes and can provide more money to those on it.  Unfortunatly that majority that is on it through a temper tantrum and so our taxes are raised again.  Ah the war on terrorism, when the wound was fresh everyone demanded Justice, everyone Demanded retribution.  When they find out later after the wound is simply a scar they say stop, let it go.  Um it don't work like that.  Sorry charlie, but this is here for the long haul.  Otherwise whats to stop it from happening again?  I mean lets be honest, Japan doesn't have a military because we? anybody? anybody?  We dropped TWO big MOTHER FUCKING boms on them.  What did that do? It bitch slapped the country and now they are our Permenant Ally.  We went to Vietnam, and Korea, and Iraq and then pulled out without winning, and what happened?  Korea says FUCK YOu and builds a nuke, and Iraq says FUCK YOU commits several inhumane acts builds, hides and moves who knows how many Weapons of Mass Destruction, that the Iraqi people can testify to the existance of since those wapons were tested on those people, and nothing happens.  You want Terrorism to stop? THEN KILL IT!  Don't smack it around a few times until the owie is gone and say, okay thats good enough. Bitch slap that hoe and say, "Bitch your gonna treat me with respect you understand that?"  But I'm sorry, the liberals are gonna make you use a wiffle bat and have you say "Please stop, please? pretty please with sugar and a cherry, and hot fudge on top?"  So we're looking forward to another year of Fuck Yous.

Hey I'm moving along pretty well.  I'm already to Stem Cell Research.  You know that one thing that lets us examine the cells that make up the human body before they actually mean anything?  THe thing that can someday with enough research could provide or lead to the cures for bone Marrow Diseases, Blood Diseases, Cancers, AIDS, MS, and maybe even things such as Autism and spinal injuries.  The problem citizens, and I'm using that term loosely, have with stem cell research comes from their impulse to believe themselves superior to their fellow man in the decisions affecting their lives.  What decision you may ask... ABORTION!  Hey folks, the bill of rights gives each person the RIGHT and FREEDOM to live their lives their way.  To make THEIR own decisions.  My advice to you who have a problem with someone making a decision like that, shut up or get ready to have someone move in with you to tell you when to wipe your ass, tell you when to eat, tell you when to sleep and tell you how to brush your teeth.  If you don't want some one treating you like someone who can make their own decisions don't act that way towards anybody else. Let those people who want to do it, let the doctors and scientists who want to save lives and find a cure do it and be happy you don't need the cure.  Because I'll bet you a thousand dollars if a scientists were to say the only way to cure your uncurable disease was through stem cell research yo'd turn around and say "Hey do the Research I don't wanna DIE!"


Hmm lets recap.  Nobody cares about anything anymore from those who brought love and happiness into their lives toanything else including themselves.  These United States of America is chocking on people who have to have their beliefs held above everyone elses.  Whitey is now being oppressed and called a racist for trying to do whatevery one else does without any problems. (Hell Whitey can't even try to oppress himself) The Country is also being flooded by Moochers who bad mouth her even though you couldn't pay them to leave.  THe greatest military in the world is being transformed into the biggest collection of angry sissy boys by stupid pointless regulations force fed her like Elvis was force fed pills.  That Translates to LEAVE MY MILITARY ALONE MOTHER FUCKERS! Theres the lets go from creating friends to making more enemies bit; don't you just love seeing the most powerful country in the world used as the worlds toliet paper? Theres the fact that I am pro choice, since its in the Bill of Rights and all.  Ooooh and I can't forget theres that moment when I pointed out those idoots who are against something that could save billions of lives until the moment they'll be one of those lives.  you know what? All in all thats a pretty great way to start out the new year.  OH I almost forgot a few things.

To those who have read this and agree with me, thank you I appreciate the support but your people need you more then I do.  Go spread the good word.  Let us stop this imaginary Racist Bullshit and help save millions of lives and freedoms.  For those who didn't agree and now do, welcome.  To those who read this stopped and started to think about life in general, I'm glad I could help.  What ever Ideas you come to cherish because of thinking I wish you the best of luck.  TO the rest of you, you know the ones I offended I have two words for you....

FUCK YOU!!!!!

I'm not dead yet...... Though I am angry....

GTA blamed in court case...again
Lawyers claim Grand Theft Auto led Cody Posey to kill his father, stepmother, stepsister in 2004; Sony, Take-Two, Rockstar named in suit.
By Tim Surette, GameSpot
Posted Sep 25, 2006 4:03 pm PT
Rockstar Games' Grand Theft Auto franchise is once again the target of lawyers in a high-profile murder case. Attorneys in the trial of convicted killer Cody Posey have named Sony Computer Entertainment America, Take-Two Interactive, and Rockstar as responsible for a triple homicide that took place in New Mexico in 2004, according to news outlets in the state.

The court found Posey, then 14 years old, guilty of murdering his stepfather, stepmother, and stepsister with a gun. Posey allegedly snapped after years of physical and mental abuse at the hands of his stepfather. A judge convicted him of first-degree murder in February.

Lawyers today said Posey would not have committed the murders if he hadn't played the "murder-simulation device" Grand Theft Auto: Vice City. Circling the courthouse is Miami attorney and antigame crusader Jack Thompson, who has descended upon New Mexico and is aiding the lawyers in the suit.

The above is a news article on gamespot.com Heres the addy for it should you doubt me....
http://www.gamespot.com/news/6158619.html

Not that anyone will...



This is what brought the above article to my attention.

You know me and woody share a lot in common about this problem. We are both tired of it.

First someone develops temperary insanity. You know what I can buy that, I myself have been given to the point that if something sharp and pointy was near by I probally would have driven it into the other person several times. Then came the "Twinky Defense" in which a man claimed that eating too many twinkies made him insane and unable to tell the difference between right and wrong. Thing is he proved it. Of course when your intellegent enough to come up with some lame excuse like twinkies made me do it your smart enough to fail a right/wrong test. Then came the Columbine High School incident, and rather then point the blame at the parents for not giving their kids enough attention they blamed the music they listened too. And now the antigame crusader Jack Thompson has been blaming video games for every problem he can. Not only that but check out these three articles All about Mr. Thompson...

http://www.joystiq.com/2005/10/10/jack-tho...odest-proposal/
http://www.joystiq.com/2005/10/17/thompson...ys-he-was-just/
http://www.joystiq.com/2005/10/17/penny-ar...ame-to-charity/

Now just for your information. Jack Thompson is supposed to be this great honest man who upholds the law and such. And Tycho and Gabe are a bunch of slimey violent videogame players just waiting to snap and go on a mad killing spree. Well thats what Jack Thompson wants you to believe.

Thompson has consistantly been targeting Rockstar games in his quest because of the fact that rockstar has the most violent games currently out, the GTA series. He has gone from game to game shoving it in front of everyone as a training game for killers. Um excuse me mister Thompson, the game taught me it's controls... I'm the one who decided to shoot the people walking down the street with a shotgun... I'm the one who decided to blo up the police car with the rocket launcher. The game didn't make me do it. I CHOOSE TO!!! Why you might ask. Because it's calming. Because when I'm upset, I can sit down in front of a tv or a coputer and spend an hour as someone else blowing up whatever I want. It's a video game, it's not real life. A six year old child can tell the difference.

Heres an idea Mr. Thompson, why not investigate the parents. Lets take the above teenager under consideration. He played Grand Theft Auto: Vice City, okay good for him. I can name a dozen or more people who have also played it, none of them have gone on a killing spree. The young man in the article was abused by his stepfather for years, but it was a video game that had him kill people he was not related to? People he lived with who did nothing about the abusewere killed because of a video game? Wait a minute? How does that work? Did the game start whispering in his ear to kill them? Did it hand him the gun or pull the trigger for him? My game doesn't do that, I got jipped.

No I didn't because the game didn't tell him to kill them, the game didn't give him a gun and the game did not pull the trigger either. HE DID! He pulled the trigger not thinking about the game but thinking about the words his step father said, the pain of his step father hitting him, his step mother and step sister looking the other way and pretending it never happened, the pain of their lack of comforting their lack of caring. THATS WHAT MADE HIM PULL THE TRIGGER MR. THOMPSON NOT VIDEO GAMES!

Drop the crusade old man, your words are going petty and feeble. Three presidents from now you'll be facing someone who had a playstation, who might have played grand theft auto. DO you want to know what will happen then Mr Thompson? All this legislature your working hard to put up will crumble between that presidents fingers. All your hard work to move the blame from where it belongs to video games will disappear like a fart in the wind. You want proof? Watch TV, the words George Carlin once listed as words you'll never hear on public tv are now said on every channel. There are only two maybe three words on that list that are there now. Times are changing Mr. Thompson and your being left behind.

Drop your crusade, or face a new one. One driven by people like me who are openminded, who are intellegent, who are not easily blinded. Abandon your crusade Mr Thompson or face those of us who are FOR the bill of rights. Who are for the Freedom of expression, who are for the freedom of speech. Abandon you quest for the elimination of violent video games or bear witness to the true justice of irony. Abandon this quest before you turn a great country into a dictatorship. Abandon your conquest before the crime rate begins to rise when those who are calmed by violent video games lose that calming device and snap.

Choose your fate Mr. Thompson. A life of constant fear as this countries crime rate sky rockets after your success, or a life were the parents have to raise their children and take responsibility for their and their childs actions.

Choose your fate and save yourself, or doom us all...


*rereads the above and sighs.* This was started as an I'm tired of this bullshit post, and it has turned into what seems to be an open letter to Jack Thompson. Sorry folks.

Well like I started I'm sick and tired of video games being blamed for everything, parents are supposed to teach their kids right and wrong. Parents are also supposed to take care of their children, that includes disciplining them. Should you choose to discipline your children by spanking them, thats all well and good, just know when to stop.

I think if I ever get arrested for going on a mad killing spree I'll blame censorship or jack thompson or something like that....

*steps off his soap box a moment before it crumbles to dust.*

The Sith Code

I can not claim this as being mine but Its cool any way.

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All the butterflies have gone away,

And the lonely wolf begins to bay,

As the flowers wilt and die,

To the creatures mournful cry.

All the colors disappear,

Her scent is no longer near.

The wolf hangs his head in shame,

While nearby lies the dying flame.

Deep inside his darkest place,

Lives a laughing face,

The tears he sheds can not abate,

The butterfly’s chosen fate.

Freedom shared was his desire,

Now it dies just like the fire,

Trapped herself like no other,

When she left the wolf for another.

Those who care come to him,

Yet none can grant his only whim,

He yearns for her devotion,

Yet knows it is a wasted notion.

Just like a stranded fish,

The wolf lies whimpering a wish,

A wish to be a lesser beast,

So with his butterfly he can feast.

And still lies waiting for a time,

When he will be punished for this crime,

He will never worry about bones grown old,

He has surrendered his heart to the graves cold.

Those who love will always mourn,

And those who lose wish they’d never been born,

The wolf lies surrounded by those he trust,

As finally his heart turns to dust.

And though they each shed a tear,

The butterfly is no where near,

She flutters on a happy rise,

She worries not the wolfs demise.

The End

Every man, woman and child have a point that is the end.  For most children it's when they are told Santa Clause is not real.  For thouse of us adults it is when that we love most dearly is denied to us.  When we allow what gives us the most joy to flourish under it's own power and make it's own decisions.  When we support it in all it does.  And then when everything we love and care about takes advantage of that and replaces you with something else, something easier.  I have reached my end recently.  Now I have to make a choice.  Do I give up?  Or should I pick up the dust at my feet that is all thats left of my heart and move on?

Here is where I reach my dilema...  I want to pick up and continue but is it still worth it?  Can I ever be that happy again? But if I give up will I be doing anything different from her?  Taking the easy way because its safer and hurts less... Is that who I really am?  But who am I now?

I don't think I will ever find the answers to these questions.  When I do I'll share them with you all but until then I will take whatever comes my way, I have not given up and I have not moved on.  I am stuck alone in the middle.